Hi, Fran here.
Look, we're all friends, right? So let me ask you a personal question. You don't have to answer, that's okay. But I'm going to ask anyway. Ready?
Do you read the end of a book before you've finished it? In other words, do you skip ahead and cheat?
Okay, I'll be the first to say so. I mean, I'm out of the other closet so why not come out about this one too. Sometimes I read the end of a book before I've gotten there by going all the way through.
There. I said it. Now I don't do this all the time; in fact I rarely do it, but once in a while, yeah. I skip to the end. Let me tell you when and why.
Once in a while, not so much lately, but once in a while I'll be reading a book and. . .it's just not working for me. I reach that point when I know I'm never going to finish it, I'm never going to recommend it to anyone, it just doesn't grab me. They happen. Not every book is for everyone. So I skip to the end to see if it turns out the way I think it will. If there's some huge surprise there, I'll go back and fill in, but generally I'm done.
On the other hand, when I read Joshilyn Jackson's Between, Georgia she put one of my favorite characters in deep peril. I absolutely wanted to skip to the end, just to peek, to make sure everything was going to work out right. If you've read it, you know what I'm talking about, and if you haven't, when you read it, you will. It's huge. But I found myself muttering, "I trust her, I trust her, she's a good author and I trust her!" and I powered on through without the peek. It was rewarding, but I wouldn't fault anyone who did look ahead, just to see.
But then, when I read Daniel Polansky's Low Town I did skip to the end briefly, because I figured out who did it and I wanted to be sure I was right. But that was sheer laziness on my part and was kinda silly because I knew I was going to read the book all the way through. I just wanted that pat-on-the-back moment fulfilled. Was I cheating? Absolutely. Will I do it again? Probably. Ah, let's be honest, knowing me, definitely.
It's always a tough call, when I want to be sure that the people I've come to care about make it, and nowadays, that's not always a given. When I read Elizabeth George's With No One as Witness, I knew from the very beginning that someone I had grown fond of was going to die. It said so in the promotional material, but it obviously didn't say who. And I found myself bargaining with Ms. George (as if that would change anything; the book was in my hand already!), pleading "Please, not Havers!" then "Please not Havers and Lynley" then "Please not Havers or Lynley or Nkata". It went on and on until I was running out of people to plead for, and by then of course I knew I was past the tipping point.
But I never read ahead. I let it be a shock, which it was. And yes, I cried like a little girl. Shut up. I bet you did too. It was one of those times when I would have been angry with myself for cheating. Whoever died deserved my full attention and the sense of hurt and loss. It was only fair, so I didn't.
Now I'm not looking for a show of hands, but I know you're out there, right? I'm not the only one who reads the end first, not always but once in a while. You are, aren't you?
P.S. Amber here, I cheat... all the time, in fact it is rare for me to read a book without cheating. I always want to know if my favorite charecter will make it to the end. I also enjoy watching how the author slowly implicates the culprit through the story.
Plus blame Billy Crystal in When Harry Met Sally, I don't want to die without knowing how the book ends!
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